They have never been my strong point and probably never will be. Everything I have explained and what happens to me while writing an essay is all my direct experience. One moment when it became truly horrible and terrifying to even read my essay was when I had to write to the universities I was applying to. I would be brain dead and nothing would come of me sitting in front of the computer for hours. I would start to feel anxious and nervous about not getting into any college just because of how bad and ridiculous my essays were. After some time sitting there and just rambling, I would finally have at least a page or a page in a half to submit until I could get it checked by my English teacher or my mom. I seemed to always get the same expression or giggle from them. They would give me the "you've got to be kidding me" expression. I didn't do it on purpose, I had to constantly explain to them that writing essays wasn't for me. The bad thing was that it was always like this for me when I wrote essays, paragraphs, or even letters. I struggled so much with understanding words, fragments, and all the grammatical terms for the bad essays. I don't think I ever got a "wow, that's a great article, Jordan," from anyone, there was always some kind of error in my entire article. Now don't get me wrong, I might actually have some'