I started working in law enforcement and threw myself into my work hoping to fill the void that had formed. I finally met a man I worked with who made me smile. He was funny, patient and kind. He made me his priority and it soon became mine too. He was the first person to show me true, true happiness and most of all LOVE. After we got married I found out I was pregnant. I was scared, worried, and had trepidations about how I would turn into my mother. One day he looked at me and told me that I was full of love and that I would be a wonderful mother. I thought for a long time about the type of mother I wanted to be and I remembered my dreams as a child and as a young girl. The kind of little girl I wanted and the mother I wanted to be. The day I found out I was having a baby girl, my heart was soaring. I was getting mine